Tough Times and the Homestead.

Some days are hard. Some days are the worst you will face. Some days you get the phone call that can change the rest of your life. Those some days are not welcome. I have learned that those days are inevitable and must be tolerated and revered because with out them we do not value anything else in life. What is the worst is the waiting but that is part of the pleasure of it all. Without detail, as I will not disclose anyway, my current dilema is as close as a family member death style of problem as it gets. Loosing a family member would be worse. Oh well I guess that would depend on who it is. Too make a long story short. Things don't happen for a reason but one should find reason in why things happen. lessons learned and harm felt is a lesson that we all have faced with more to follow. Some peoples pain is larger as they are self destructive but I can admit boldly that we all have trouble brewing. Like an earthquake it is inevitable. My question is are we happy enough when we are trouble free and can we remain happy despite loss, shame and despair. We are all vulnerable to a head shot on occasion. Just ask President Kennedy. We shall see how much blood is lost in time. Either way, I will be changed. As a method of my existence I will change for the better. It is how I roll.

BOB