It would be easier to be openly gay than to openly show how I feel about most people most of the time. Why do we bother having to hide our feelings, our unconscious thoughts. Most people don't hide theirs so why should I hide mine. I can read most people most of the time or so I think. I do prefer straightforward people that can just express their disdain open and honestly. Unfortunately we all tend to hide our true thoughts and then we do stupid things like make racial slurs or condemn entire generations just to make the point that I am disappointed in you and do not respect you. Maybe it is safer just to be honest and share our disapproval but what good would that do.
My buddy called to tell me that he thinks that I have low T. What a fuck face. At least he is thinking of me. Not the greatest of comments or messages. Maybe I am focused too much on what is wrong with people that what is right with them. Half the world has vaginas and that is great to have. The rest of them have penises and that is good to.
Sunday, September 27, 2015
Wednesday, September 2, 2015
It's the people that make it so hard.
Work is stressful enough without working with people who are continuously uninspiring. Too bad I had a change in careers and am forced to work with people who just don't have excellence in mind. They are not all like that but the majority of it is pissfull bliss.
Anyway, I should not complain about work as much as I even find it unattractive and will not even jerk off today because I stole the mood thinking about work. I should just let other people fail. I try so hard to ensure everyone's success but fuck them. It is their job to be successful, not mine. I guess I could offer encouragement but courage is not what these lazy fucks suffer from. Courage to sit around and bullshit their way through day after day with no significant impact on other people's lives other than irritation and annoyance. Kind of sad. I just want to save enough money so that I can retire and be a douchebag like the rest of the World as I cannot be a douche bag while I work.
My hand is starting to cramp and I likely won't be able to pleasure myself for a few days at least if I keep this up. I guess I am beginning to understand how my wife feels when she sees me.
Anyway, I should not complain about work as much as I even find it unattractive and will not even jerk off today because I stole the mood thinking about work. I should just let other people fail. I try so hard to ensure everyone's success but fuck them. It is their job to be successful, not mine. I guess I could offer encouragement but courage is not what these lazy fucks suffer from. Courage to sit around and bullshit their way through day after day with no significant impact on other people's lives other than irritation and annoyance. Kind of sad. I just want to save enough money so that I can retire and be a douchebag like the rest of the World as I cannot be a douche bag while I work.
My hand is starting to cramp and I likely won't be able to pleasure myself for a few days at least if I keep this up. I guess I am beginning to understand how my wife feels when she sees me.
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