Okay, Enough of the crying.

Life is going better I guess, if being alone 80% of your day is better. Not something that I have become used to yet but I am sure that I will. I do miss my job and career and all things that I thought made me important. Now I know why old peolpe focus so much on there bowel movements. If there is not much going on in their world that has to suffice for current events. I am not going to watch Oprah or FOX hate news. I will just hand out with my dogs and ponder my next move. Planning ahead takes far too much thought and effort. As far as buying a house I am at the mercy of what my wife wants. Not a big deal really as I do enjoy letting her have what she wants anyway. It is a good thing that I do not have kids as they would have flame throwers if they wanted them. Whom am I to deny you. I just don't care too much about it. In some ways it is easier to know that you have no say in what happens. I just figured that out. No need to sell my view if it won't be considered. Not a big deal really. I want her to be happy and if controlling every aspect of my life makes her happy I am glad to do it.

I don't think that it is reasonable for your ladies under the age of 22 getting breast implants. They have not even worn themselves in yet let alone require replacement.

I have also concluded that most, if not all, people are doing the best they can and do not require ridicule. It is just not necessary and a sign of arrogance if you participate in that function more than absolutely minimal.

Brett Farve is not Brave Heart. He should be careful. Look what happened to Mel Gibson.

So in conclusion I am going to abandon my cry baby mentality and man the fuck up and take the ball shot direct with a grin. No sense in bringing other people down. In this world of never thoughts I could have gone on forever without any of these changes happening to me......I am still not crossed over into full blown gayness so You would have never thought either.

BOB