Blogging is good for the soul. I can open up and tell my true feelings knowing that nobody cares. I guess I can do that in real life as well as nobody cares. People are still jerk offs and I still jerk off so it all still makes sense somehow. Now I am no longer self employed person who takes on all the responsibilities in the World I have found a way to do that at another job. Not the same. No sense of pride doing all you can to ensure success and survival where most others in the group would prefer the ship to sink just to tell you they told you so. It amazes me that I put any effort into people at all. It further amazes me that I am even here. Oh well, life can surely deal some surprises. My wife still tells me how to whip my ass so I am not left without advice and instruction. The job itself does interest me and the reports I write and research I perform does make me feel some small level of pride. Too bad that I am less important than a pimple on my boss's ass, at least that's what he told me. Why are people always honest with me. It could be that I am honest with them. Not such a great deal. I do prefer honesty even when it is false honesty. I do like that fact that in Arizona you can go and buy a gun and shoot people if you like. You may have to wait three days so that they can check you out and maybe what you were so mad at will have calmed down enough so that you don't feel the need to kill people. I can guarantee that I would still feel the same way in three days as I do now. Work takes way too much time especially if you spend your time at work working. Most people I have found are of two species those that work in front of others and those that don't. How the Fuck do these people stay employed. Oh, I was not going to curse anymore. I now have agreed with my wife not to make anymore racial jokes of any kind with anyone as it is insulting to her. She is Korean and finds the term chink demeaning and just plain rude. It deeply upsets her the idea that I could condone such banter. Since I myself do not feel any racist thoughts I can do this for her, more so for myself. But then again I must change myself to remove oneself from other peoples worthless indulgences. I might as well give up porn and drugs while I am at it. Seems simple enough. I do condone drinking and doing drugs if it helps you cope with your life's problems. Too bad it generally causes your life's problems at the same time. But if you are one of the few that it does not seem to injure I want to party with you. (although I do not drink or do drugs)
I want to move to Michigan just to brag to the World that I can drink with the best of them. It must be German and Swedes that landed there that make it OK to be drunk all day every day. Man they are friendly enough to handle it. Being Irish I am not friendly enough to be drunk every day. I would for surely say something and do something that all people would find offensive. Irish people are hands on haters. Those snobby and aristocratic Germans and Swedes use fancy words and methods to get their hatred across where an Irish person will just punch you. Remember kicking your ass is always a reasonable option for an Irishman.
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